again

the environment has been different. not for the better. nor for the worse. iam not quite sure what it is. but i do admit that i feel kinda weird. weird to be in an environment where i have to adjust myself to the situation. and i feel dumb. on the one hand, i sacred. and sometimes being in a situation where i do not know how to adjust myself. on the other hand, i should be thankful.

today i have done something wrong. yes. i do admit that i have done something terribly wrong. and that iam guilty of it. i am not sure how to put it. one thing for sure. i vent my anger on someone whom i respect the most. i didnt want to be angry. i hate being angry. but i just cant take the pressure. the pressure of being scolded for no reason. and to feel guilty over what have happened. i do understand that the world doesnt revolve around me.

well i guess i have to do some anger management.

endless complications

i seriously do not know why iam not feeling sad. i know i should be feeling sad but i just cant. but at the same time, iam not too sure if i should be feeling sad. life has been quite complicated. starting a commitment with uncertainties. struggling to sustain and maintain the almost completed life story. frustrations and annoyed by the actions of some irresponsible and brainless humans. the slight change of character of someone close due to the huge amount of responsibilities and fatigue. cant bear to see the pain she has to go through. enduring all sorts of nonsense!

despite of all these, i am thankful to have someone by the side. someone whom i can turn to. a God's gift from heaven. my only concern is the possibilities of more complications which may arise from these.

away from civilizations

getting away from civilizations was a poignant one. having to serve the nation was something i wasnt at all looking forward for. now that iam done with the two weeks confinement, i found that life at tekong wasnt bad at all. ironically, i enjoyed the stay there. trainings were tough and all but with the buddies i have, it was just so amazing. honestly, we spent 80% of the time laughing and gossiping away! haha coolness. now iam just waiting for p.o.p. tada!

lasalle convocation 2007

and... finally.... convocation day. holding on to that cert was an amzing experience and relief. and i was really blessed having my family around me, gracing the auspicious occasion. =0) and oh... congratulations to all VA5A/6A(06/07) may success be ahead of you!

only you

i truly, deeply, sincerely in love with my smelly bunny!

only you in my heart sweetheart

celebration of happiness and sadness

the beginning of the ndp training were fun. and then it gets more exciting when we get to know more people. and then it became more exhilarating as we completed the steps and formations. we met every week and became closer. we shared common jokes. hand around common spots. having colour codes every week. and then we were all waiting anxiously for the big day.

and then the big day arrives.

instead of feeling happy, sadness filled the air. overjoyed with the final day yet downhearted with the last weekly meet-ups.

anyways...

i hope that you guys watched the live telecast of ndp 07 at marina bay. below is a video by salihan.



you know, iam really too lazy to upload pics into my blog. however you can view the ndp images on my friendster k.

click here.

all set

counting down to the big day. the national day parade that is. its a must watch for all singaporeans. this is gonna be the biggest and the grandest ndp ever. having the platform to be the biggest floating platform in the world, with all the heart-trilling action and stunning performances. be sure to cath it live ok and be thrilled.