again

the environment has been different. not for the better. nor for the worse. iam not quite sure what it is. but i do admit that i feel kinda weird. weird to be in an environment where i have to adjust myself to the situation. and i feel dumb. on the one hand, i sacred. and sometimes being in a situation where i do not know how to adjust myself. on the other hand, i should be thankful.

today i have done something wrong. yes. i do admit that i have done something terribly wrong. and that iam guilty of it. i am not sure how to put it. one thing for sure. i vent my anger on someone whom i respect the most. i didnt want to be angry. i hate being angry. but i just cant take the pressure. the pressure of being scolded for no reason. and to feel guilty over what have happened. i do understand that the world doesnt revolve around me.

well i guess i have to do some anger management.