endless complications

i seriously do not know why iam not feeling sad. i know i should be feeling sad but i just cant. but at the same time, iam not too sure if i should be feeling sad. life has been quite complicated. starting a commitment with uncertainties. struggling to sustain and maintain the almost completed life story. frustrations and annoyed by the actions of some irresponsible and brainless humans. the slight change of character of someone close due to the huge amount of responsibilities and fatigue. cant bear to see the pain she has to go through. enduring all sorts of nonsense!

despite of all these, i am thankful to have someone by the side. someone whom i can turn to. a God's gift from heaven. my only concern is the possibilities of more complications which may arise from these.

away from civilizations

getting away from civilizations was a poignant one. having to serve the nation was something i wasnt at all looking forward for. now that iam done with the two weeks confinement, i found that life at tekong wasnt bad at all. ironically, i enjoyed the stay there. trainings were tough and all but with the buddies i have, it was just so amazing. honestly, we spent 80% of the time laughing and gossiping away! haha coolness. now iam just waiting for p.o.p. tada!

lasalle convocation 2007

and... finally.... convocation day. holding on to that cert was an amzing experience and relief. and i was really blessed having my family around me, gracing the auspicious occasion. =0) and oh... congratulations to all VA5A/6A(06/07) may success be ahead of you!

only you

i truly, deeply, sincerely in love with my smelly bunny!

only you in my heart sweetheart

celebration of happiness and sadness

the beginning of the ndp training were fun. and then it gets more exciting when we get to know more people. and then it became more exhilarating as we completed the steps and formations. we met every week and became closer. we shared common jokes. hand around common spots. having colour codes every week. and then we were all waiting anxiously for the big day.

and then the big day arrives.

instead of feeling happy, sadness filled the air. overjoyed with the final day yet downhearted with the last weekly meet-ups.

anyways...

i hope that you guys watched the live telecast of ndp 07 at marina bay. below is a video by salihan.



you know, iam really too lazy to upload pics into my blog. however you can view the ndp images on my friendster k.

click here.

all set

counting down to the big day. the national day parade that is. its a must watch for all singaporeans. this is gonna be the biggest and the grandest ndp ever. having the platform to be the biggest floating platform in the world, with all the heart-trilling action and stunning performances. be sure to cath it live ok and be thrilled.

a lost friend

it has been more than 2 weeks now since felicia or commonly known as 'gayah' went missing. the article in Berita Harian yesterday reminded me again. it's terrifying to know how a person could just dissapear in a minute. and this article really saddens me. my bro, shahid, who is her classmate was one the many people who have helped searching for her.

REMAJA HILANG (an article from Berita Harian, 18th July 2007, pg 2)

SEORANG remaja perempuan berusia 19 tahun, Felicia Teo Wei Ling, dilaporkan hilang sejak 29 Jun lalu.

Dia kali terakhir dilihat keluar untuk ke tempat kerja sekitar 6 petang dari flatnya di Blok 233 Bain Street.

Semalam, polis mengeluarkan kenyataan media meminta orang ramai yang mempunyai maklumat mengenai Teo agar menghubungi pihak polis.

Teo berketurunan Cina, setinggi 1.6 meter, berbadan kurus dan mempunyai kulit yang agak gelap. Rambutnya hitam dan pendek.

Keluarga Teo memberitahu akhbar Lianhe Wanbao bahawa Teo dijadualkan menghadiri majlis perkahwinan rakannya pada 30 Jun lalu.

Namun, dia dikatakan tidak menghadiri majlis perkahwinan itu.

Adiknya, Teo Wei De, 18 tahun, berkata kakaknya itu merupakan pelajar tahun pertama Maktab Seni LaSalle-SIA.

Sejak kehilangannya, sekitar 100 rakan dan saudara-maranya telah mencarinya di kawasan yang dikatakan sering dikunjunginya iaitu di Marine Parade, Clarke Quay dan East Coast.

Orang ramai yang mempunyai maklumat mengenai Teo diminta menghubungi hotline polis di 1800-255-0000.

how ironic!

A list of things about sulaiman which you probably wouldn't be dying to know:

oh ok or at least to those who were born in march... for that matter:

MARCH
* Attractive personality
* Affectionate
* Shy and reserved
* Secretive
* Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic
* Loves peace and serenity
* Sensitive to others
* Loves to serve others
* Not easily angered
* Trustworthy
* Appreciative and returns kindness
* Observant and assess others
* Revengeful
* Loves to dream and fantasize
* Loves traveling
* Loves attention
* Loves home decors
* Musically talented
* Loves special things
* Moody

Traditional Aries Traits
*Adventurous and energetic
*Pioneering and courageous
*Enthusiastic and confident
*Dynamic and quick-witted
*Selfish and quick-tempered
*Impulsive and impatient
*Foolhardy and daredevil

ARIES
Outgoing, lovable, spontaneous, not one to mess with. Funny,
excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable, loves relationships,
addictive, loud.
(taken from an email sent by yana)

i know it sounds ironic but i usually dont update or even bother to read through horoscopes. but at times when i did, it just makes sense. i mean iam not refering to the qualities or characteristics aspects. but merely, the daily events one goes through. iam just amazed by how it is able to predict life and actual accounts of your real life. and the most amazing thing is that iam now kinda hook with it.

how ironic.

anyways, back to actual real life. celebrated rachel's birthday after NDP NE show 1 yesterday. met kieran, jonathan, idris, aundrey, niki, wu shen and rachel at istana park. hmmm.. i always like birthday celebrations. such a joyous event.




and while waiting for our show, Harry Potter at 2.25am, we sat in circle just outside cathay. and we played the panda game. err i know it might sound a bit lame, but after rachel successfully explained the game, we found the game, erm quite addictive ah. hah. and of course, being with these ppl were just great lah. laugh and laugh. hah. hmmm.. somehow i realise how many great ppl are around me and i feel so blessed.

in contemplation

was with the uncle at ite college east attending a concert organised by ite and cemta. met a couple of familiar faces here and there. i think i enjoyed the company more than the concert. or at least if we talk about the performance, i admire the live band and percussions more than anything else. erm then i think you should know what iam trying to imply right...? heh




while having dinner, we chatted over some urgent matters. and the conversation left me in deep comtemplation and perhaps a few percentage of guilt. but i guess i had to leave it to the one who is responsible for everything that had happened. and i have come to the conclusion that i should not, however, make any more efforts. perhaps i ll leave it to time and see how things fall into place.

ratizayidelfida and bib and raud

finally ratizayidelfida reunite again. this time with biba and raudah. and as usual, it was chaotic! haha... well just as we met, elfi was explaining how different each one of us now. i mean it wasnt very long ago since we last met each other ah. just that he kept complaining that me and ayid are shrinking. iza kept pleasing everyone that i wasnt always late as usual and stuff... hah.





so went to cine@ L9 at cineleisure to book a room and watch dvd. and at first we were all so excited and all. the choice, at first was, american haunting and dreamgirls. and according to vote, it was american haunting. and damn... ok first it was not so scary as we thought it would be. secondly, the plot was soo damn complicated. and we all went like... huh? what? who was that guy? so who rapped the girl? yeah... and the funny thing is that each one of us were trying to make sense of the whole story by trying to come out with our own explainations and stuff....

duh.






yeah... the last two pics we were suppose to look dumb. but as it seems... really cannot make it lar... hah

specially for our dearest mom

a special celebration for a special person.