endless complications

i seriously do not know why iam not feeling sad. i know i should be feeling sad but i just cant. but at the same time, iam not too sure if i should be feeling sad. life has been quite complicated. starting a commitment with uncertainties. struggling to sustain and maintain the almost completed life story. frustrations and annoyed by the actions of some irresponsible and brainless humans. the slight change of character of someone close due to the huge amount of responsibilities and fatigue. cant bear to see the pain she has to go through. enduring all sorts of nonsense!

despite of all these, i am thankful to have someone by the side. someone whom i can turn to. a God's gift from heaven. my only concern is the possibilities of more complications which may arise from these.

away from civilizations

getting away from civilizations was a poignant one. having to serve the nation was something i wasnt at all looking forward for. now that iam done with the two weeks confinement, i found that life at tekong wasnt bad at all. ironically, i enjoyed the stay there. trainings were tough and all but with the buddies i have, it was just so amazing. honestly, we spent 80% of the time laughing and gossiping away! haha coolness. now iam just waiting for p.o.p. tada!

lasalle convocation 2007

and... finally.... convocation day. holding on to that cert was an amzing experience and relief. and i was really blessed having my family around me, gracing the auspicious occasion. =0) and oh... congratulations to all VA5A/6A(06/07) may success be ahead of you!

only you

i truly, deeply, sincerely in love with my smelly bunny!

only you in my heart sweetheart

celebration of happiness and sadness

the beginning of the ndp training were fun. and then it gets more exciting when we get to know more people. and then it became more exhilarating as we completed the steps and formations. we met every week and became closer. we shared common jokes. hand around common spots. having colour codes every week. and then we were all waiting anxiously for the big day.

and then the big day arrives.

instead of feeling happy, sadness filled the air. overjoyed with the final day yet downhearted with the last weekly meet-ups.

anyways...

i hope that you guys watched the live telecast of ndp 07 at marina bay. below is a video by salihan.



you know, iam really too lazy to upload pics into my blog. however you can view the ndp images on my friendster k.

click here.

all set

counting down to the big day. the national day parade that is. its a must watch for all singaporeans. this is gonna be the biggest and the grandest ndp ever. having the platform to be the biggest floating platform in the world, with all the heart-trilling action and stunning performances. be sure to cath it live ok and be thrilled.

a lost friend

it has been more than 2 weeks now since felicia or commonly known as 'gayah' went missing. the article in Berita Harian yesterday reminded me again. it's terrifying to know how a person could just dissapear in a minute. and this article really saddens me. my bro, shahid, who is her classmate was one the many people who have helped searching for her.

REMAJA HILANG (an article from Berita Harian, 18th July 2007, pg 2)

SEORANG remaja perempuan berusia 19 tahun, Felicia Teo Wei Ling, dilaporkan hilang sejak 29 Jun lalu.

Dia kali terakhir dilihat keluar untuk ke tempat kerja sekitar 6 petang dari flatnya di Blok 233 Bain Street.

Semalam, polis mengeluarkan kenyataan media meminta orang ramai yang mempunyai maklumat mengenai Teo agar menghubungi pihak polis.

Teo berketurunan Cina, setinggi 1.6 meter, berbadan kurus dan mempunyai kulit yang agak gelap. Rambutnya hitam dan pendek.

Keluarga Teo memberitahu akhbar Lianhe Wanbao bahawa Teo dijadualkan menghadiri majlis perkahwinan rakannya pada 30 Jun lalu.

Namun, dia dikatakan tidak menghadiri majlis perkahwinan itu.

Adiknya, Teo Wei De, 18 tahun, berkata kakaknya itu merupakan pelajar tahun pertama Maktab Seni LaSalle-SIA.

Sejak kehilangannya, sekitar 100 rakan dan saudara-maranya telah mencarinya di kawasan yang dikatakan sering dikunjunginya iaitu di Marine Parade, Clarke Quay dan East Coast.

Orang ramai yang mempunyai maklumat mengenai Teo diminta menghubungi hotline polis di 1800-255-0000.